Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Randy Kimura Ayden Lee

The first time I saw you in dance lesson, I didn't think much. I thought were some ordinary dancer but my thoughts were wrong. You were graceful and dance like you're floating in air. It was very mesmerizing  But I know I cannot get close to you because for sure you have a lot of fans waiting to learn the dance skills from you. Thus I ignored you. This goes on till one fine day. 

It was raining heavily outside and it was only me and you in the dance studio. I switched on the song track to my dance and started practicing my piece. You just look at me and I felt more confident that I can do much better than you. When I was doing my turn 2, you suddenly grab my arm and did the exact same step. I stopped and stared at you. My heart beat was racing and I told myself that it was nothing. I continued my next groove and you did the same. At that moment, you looked into my eyes and I return that look. That was when I knew that I had fallen for you except that I did not confessed it, worrying that I will be rejected thus I kept quiet. 


Throughout the dance class, I didn't say a single thing to you till our instructor told me that there will be a buddy system instilled in our training. I was hoping that I will get my best friend but instead I got you. You smiled and walked towards me. Then there was the categorizing level of dancers. The only pair in the advanced level was me and you. I just cannot take it. Everything seems to be rushing in and I have been the few top dancers ever since I joined this dance group. Well, I was happy to hear that the instructor will only focus on the dancers that are in the intermediate group. We have to choreograph our own steps. The song given to us was "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" by Elton John. 


The training was intense as we were trying our best to come up with the best steps. The friendship between me and you was getting stronger as we put our heads together to brainstorm ideas and be the best of the best. We always go home together and I cannot forget the time that I brought myself together to confess that I Love You. 


It was before dinner and we were at *Scape open rooftop and talking about our strengths and weaknesses in our dance. That was when I confessed. I put my finger on your lip and whispered in your ears. "I love you". Realizing you didn't react, I just stepped back and was about to walk off when your hand pulled me towards you. You put your lips at my ears and whispered in it. "I love you too." We just stared at each other for awhile (while my heart was beating hardly) and that was when our lips touched each others. It lasted for at least a minute. 


Soon realizing that people around us were clapping and jeering, we just stopped and walked away. From that day onwards (08.11.10), we became a couple that made everyone smiled and happy when they looked at us. Our dance became stronger and more passionate as we put our heart and soul in it. We became the top dancers in the whole group and became instructors ourselves. 


We had ups and downs but that didn't stop us from loving each other. In this relationship, I found out a lot about you. You can sing, bake, cook and even act. Our likes became LOVE. We were just together, not leaving each other behind. I love you for who you are. Even though some people say that I go for your looks, I didn't make it a big deal to pull myself down. I don't go for looks. I go for who you are not for how you look. Looks will never get a relationship far. 


Now, after 2 years, it has all ended but I will never forget what you have done for me. The good memories is still deep down in my heart, together with your image. This person that I really love the most will always be at rest in my heart and I will never ever forget you. For the things that you have done for me and for what I say the encouragement words you have said to me to keep me going. 


This person is Randy Kimura Ayden Lee. To you, I love you so much even though we are no more together. Just keep our memories deep in the heart of yours and mine. I will always keep you in my heart because you made me a better person. 


Love
Affiee Danny

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