Choc Fudge Brownie & Baby Bear

F: Good morning sayang. 

Me: Good morning to you too. 

F: Had fun last night? I know I did. 

Me: Fun? What is fun? Nope. I didn't have fun. 

F: What?! You didn't had fun last night? That's impossible. (F starts humping me.)

Me: Stop humping me! Stop it. Your mum will hear us. 

F: She won't. She left for work already. It's just us. (F humps me harder.)

Me: So.... it's just us? (I went on top of him.)

F: Yes. Why? What is it with you being on top of me? I thought you're a bottom. Come on, turn over again. 

(F wants to turn over but I pinned him to the bed.)

F: What are you doing?

Me:(starts to smooch and do crazy stuff)I told you to stop humping me but you didn't. Thus you made me horny. 

F: Oh.... this is getting somewhere. Alright. 

Me: Say goodbye to work and hello to LaLa Land. 

F: Love you so much. (kisses)

Me: Love you too. (kisses)

And the day went well after that. I went to school and he went to work. He texted me almost every time I end my lesson. Well, F is the sweetest guy I've ever met. Today he took care of me despite of having to go to work. Love you so much. 

To: Choc Fudge Brownie  

From: Baby Bear 

Note: The names above are given to protect author's identity. 

Baby Bear 

Choc Fudge Brownie 

Memories Part 1

Today is memories down the lane for Regent Red Cross Youth. I am posting the different memories that I have had with each one of them except a few that I just got to know. 

(1) Eriyanie (Baby Yanie):

She is a very cute little hyper active girl when she first step into Regent Red Cross Youth in 2011. She is always into activities that was organised by Red Cross. She was pretty close to me and I always 'bully' her. But I told her, me 'bullying' her is to shape her into a leader. Love you so much. Now, she is elected as the next chairperson for our Regent Red Cross Unit. All I want to say is that you're really a great person to get along with. Really open my heart to teach and guide you Yanie. Really proud of you. Don't give up in what you do as the skills that you have learned will bring you far as a leader. Jiayous!

(2) Izza (Baby Face Girl):

You're my only baby girl that always make my day. The best thing that I like about her is that no matter how bad her day is, she will still put on a smile during training. She has great ability to lead and very focused in the task that was given by the teachers or any of the seniors. She is also hyper active and there was once that I cannot 'tahan' with her behaviour. But I know I cannot go on with my day without seeing her smile. Its as if her smile has something that makes me feel better and refreshed. Thank you Izza for all that you have done for the unit and me as a junior in Regent Red Cross Unit. Being the next vice chairperson, remember what I teach you when I was the vice chairperson. Aim high and never look back. God is there to help you and we are always there to support you. All the best!

(3) Fathin (My Cookie Monster):

We have a lot in common. We hate the same person and like the same person (cannot say the person name here). She is one of the nicest people I have ever met even though she makes me mad sometimes. But I just adore her. Her loud voice and decent character in the unit will bring her far. Very determined in everything she does and doesn't give up easily even though she does it sometimes. Well, maybe for your birthday a cookie will be given to you ok? Hehe.... well being a leader in red cross will bring you far. Your loud voice and determination to learn will bring you and the other cadets into a better way of leading red cross. Keep up our good work and all the best!

(4) Radiah (Blonde):

I wonder why you're given blonde as a nick name but all I can see is that you're just one blur sotong. JKJK. Hehe.... your shy but outgoing attitude will bring you far. You must come out of your comfort zone to be able to command. Do not say 'I cannot/ I don't want' because you are a leader and every leader must be responsible for his/her responsibilities. If you want me to help you, personally approach me and ask for help if not, you have your other UG friends and most importantly, your teachers. They know how to command but don't want to show only. Hehe.... Always train your voice like training your vocal cords. It will make you shout louder than normal. All the best in your future endeavours and never give up! Remember, get out of your comfort zone!

(5) Clarence (whatever lah):

A cadet who I look up to. The red cross journey is really fun because you can come up with any funny ideas to make us happy and always laugh. In training, he is the serious one and will always pay attention. Well, I've seen you treated the unit well and lead it with pride. Hold your head up high and always believe in yourself that you can do it. Had a lot of fun time with you hand having you as one of the chairpersons that lead the unit to victory for FAC 2013 as first runner up in West District has already made me happy and proud of you. Keep it up and all the best in your 'O' Levels! Jiayous!

Until here only I'm writing. I will post again about my wonderful juniors in time to come. Must get to know you guys first lah if not how to write right? Well signing off! 

Love
Affiee Danny

Randy Kimura Ayden Lee

The first time I saw you in dance lesson, I didn't think much. I thought were some ordinary dancer but my thoughts were wrong. You were graceful and dance like you're floating in air. It was very mesmerizing  But I know I cannot get close to you because for sure you have a lot of fans waiting to learn the dance skills from you. Thus I ignored you. This goes on till one fine day. 

It was raining heavily outside and it was only me and you in the dance studio. I switched on the song track to my dance and started practicing my piece. You just look at me and I felt more confident that I can do much better than you. When I was doing my turn 2, you suddenly grab my arm and did the exact same step. I stopped and stared at you. My heart beat was racing and I told myself that it was nothing. I continued my next groove and you did the same. At that moment, you looked into my eyes and I return that look. That was when I knew that I had fallen for you except that I did not confessed it, worrying that I will be rejected thus I kept quiet. 

Throughout the dance class, I didn't say a single thing to you till our instructor told me that there will be a buddy system instilled in our training. I was hoping that I will get my best friend but instead I got you. You smiled and walked towards me. Then there was the categorizing level of dancers. The only pair in the advanced level was me and you. I just cannot take it. Everything seems to be rushing in and I have been the few top dancers ever since I joined this dance group. Well, I was happy to hear that the instructor will only focus on the dancers that are in the intermediate group. We have to choreograph our own steps. The song given to us was "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" by Elton John. 

The training was intense as we were trying our best to come up with the best steps. The friendship between me and you was getting stronger as we put our heads together to brainstorm ideas and be the best of the best. We always go home together and I cannot forget the time that I brought myself together to confess that I Love You. 

It was before dinner and we were at *Scape open rooftop and talking about our strengths and weaknesses in our dance. That was when I confessed. I put my finger on your lip and whispered in your ears. "I love you". Realizing you didn't react, I just stepped back and was about to walk off when your hand pulled me towards you. You put your lips at my ears and whispered in it. "I love you too." We just stared at each other for awhile (while my heart was beating hardly) and that was when our lips touched each others. It lasted for at least a minute. 

Soon realizing that people around us were clapping and jeering, we just stopped and walked away. From that day onwards (08.11.10), we became a couple that made everyone smiled and happy when they looked at us. Our dance became stronger and more passionate as we put our heart and soul in it. We became the top dancers in the whole group and became instructors ourselves. 

We had ups and downs but that didn't stop us from loving each other. In this relationship, I found out a lot about you. You can sing, bake, cook and even act. Our likes became LOVE. We were just together, not leaving each other behind. I love you for who you are. Even though some people say that I go for your looks, I didn't make it a big deal to pull myself down. I don't go for looks. I go for who you are not for how you look. Looks will never get a relationship far. 

Now, after 2 years, it has all ended but I will never forget what you have done for me. The good memories is still deep down in my heart, together with your image. This person that I really love the most will always be at rest in my heart and I will never ever forget you. For the things that you have done for me and for what I say the encouragement words you have said to me to keep me going. 

This person is Randy Kimura Ayden Lee. To you, I love you so much even though we are no more together. Just keep our memories deep in the heart of yours and mine. I will always keep you in my heart because you made me a better person. 

Love
Affiee Danny