Lanang Ayunda

Below are photos of me in my Malay Dance CCA in ITE CE. This is how I started my malay dance journey in lanang ayunda. Memories from Year 1 till now. 

Lanang Ayunda

Pusaka Personal Pose 1 (Before Show)

With Arrysa (Vice President)

My Gorgeous Seniors: Wanie,Izzati

Zapin Ya Salam Rehearsal (1)

Zapin Ya Salam Rehearsal (2)

Zapin Ya Salam Rehearsal (3) 

Pre-Civil Defence Show Group Photo

CCA Fair April 2013 Group Photo

Civil Defence Show (2) Group Photo

CCA Fair April 2013 Pre-Show (1)

Pusaka Personal Pose 1 (Before Show) 

Pusaka Step Cute Pose 3 (Before Show)

Candid Make Up Shoot 1

With Yayat Zainal After Make Up 1 (Before Show)

CCA Fair April 2013 Pre-Show (2) 

Lanang Ayunda Pusaka Performance 

Zapin Ya Salam Rehearsal (4)

With Yayat Zainal After Make Up 2 (Before Show)

With Gorgeous Senior: Feelah

Emblazon 2013: Yayat Zainal 

Emblazon 2013: Zana, Awal, Wanny, Malin

Emblazon 2013: Dilla Idris

Emblazon 2013: Wanie, Feelah

Emblazon 2013: Arrysa

Love

Affiee Danny

Emblazon 2013

ITE Dance Emblazon 2013....

A total enjoying and fun dance show ever! This dance showcase that displayed many of our ITE dancers talents. The most mesmerising and made me awed is the performance by the West Style District. They are hip hop dancers from ITE CW! As per normal, my CCA, Lanang Ayunda did perform for the showcase. Their dance item, Identity or Jati is very well performed. The steps were graceful, strong and tough but my dance mates managed to handle it. 

That was on Friday when I became part of the audience. On Saturday, I was a first aider at backstage and it was pretty chaotic after the first half was over. There were over 3 casualties to handle and they were really tough to handle. 2 of them were asthmatic and the other was having chest pain. 

But well, I actually love what I'm doing. It's just that its tough to handle situations and to actually decide whether the ambulance should be called or not. So yeah.... play it safe and go with the flow.... 

Love
Affiee Danny 

A Date to Remember ~ 24.09.13

This date will be the date that i will always remember. It is really special to me. On this very date, a knot was tied to mark our first day together. I am officially his 'wife' and he is officially my 'husband'. Exactly at 12 midnight, he proposed to me. I teared in disbelieve but i knew that he is the right one for me. The feeling of love between the 2 of us is very strong. I still remember clearly the question he asked me before proposing. 

Time: 2345hrs, 23 September 2013 

Him: "What makes you love me?" 

Me: "I love you because you are different from others. I don't find love through looks and a hot body but i find love through a good heart. I know you may not be good looking in the eyes of others but your heart tells everything. How sincere you are in every words. That what makes me love you so much."

Him: "Wow. You're fit to officially be my 'wife'."

Me: "Really"?

Him: "Yeah. Our official date will be 24 September 2013. And that will be in a few more minutes syg."

I am so shocked but i really love him. Then i told him exactly at 12 midnight, i will tell him something. 

Time: 0000hrs, 24 September 2013

Me: "To my syg, I love you so much. More than anything else in the world. I will be waiting for our first kiss. I will take care of you and will never disappoint you. I will do the best out of everything. I tk akan tinggalkan u for anyone else. Loving you is totally something that i have been waiting for. I will remember all the things that u have done for me."

Him: "Aww.... thats very sweet of you wifey.... ok la i pon sama gak k, i love you too wifey..."

Well, now i belong to him and no one else. It really a dream come true. 

Well thats all for now. Soon, there will be photos of the 2 of us together. Really love it. Love him so much. Till i post again. 

Love 
Affiee Danny 

Video Link Malay Guy JO in Train

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This is the link of the singapore malay guy who masturbates in the train. So brave of him to do that. 

NS Medical Check Up

On the 18 September 2013, I went for my NS medical check up. I went there alone; no one accompanies me. Well, at least it is better to go there alone because there will be no one to catch you looking at other guys. The guys that was there yesterday, only 2 out of all of them I can say they are the hottest and the good thing is that they are from my previous secondary school. Well, didn't had time to say hi to them. Well, thats for today.... will post more in times to come.  

Love 
Affiee Danny

Throwback for Past 1 Week

Make Up from Tony Moly and Revlon and perfume from Zzenga. These are the accessories that I bought from Robinsons at JEM. Well, even though it is expensive, I don't mind buying it because I bought it using my own hard earn money.

I have been trying my best to avoid getting too interested in my friend because he is straight and I don't want him to know. Well even if he can accept me liking him, I don't think our friendship will be as how it is now. I am very worried some times when he gets sick and how could I forget his birthday?! Gosh! I only remembered yesterday when his birthday was on Monday. Haizz.... Yesterday, I went to order 4 pieces of double chocolate chip muffins from Famous Amos-specially for him. 

Should I be frank to him about me liking him or should I just keep quiet? I'm really confused now. But on the other hand, I kept thinking that I should not tell but show him that I like him. Not intimately but just normal friends caring for each other. 

I have friends that really care and advise me when I am facing a situation. They are really super awesome friends that I can rely on when I need someone by my side no matter how busy they are. I am so glad and grateful I have friends like them. Without them, I don't know how to face life. But most importantly family comes first. 

Love 
Affiee Danny 

Short Note to Randy

It is really hilarious to see my ex of two years trying to woo me so that we can be together again like we used to be. I know you have been trying to contact me after our break up. Its not that I hate you but because of the bad deeds your friend did to our relationship makes me feel insecure to be back with you again. Jealousy is a strong word and emotion but it can be overcome if you have positive feelings and thoughts.

I know you're upset about the break up but we cannot continue this relationship if others are trying to harm us. Well, its all over but I am so getting back with my baby. He is so adorable and have been my pillar of strength ever since I first met him. Thank you for being there for me when I need you. I will always love you. Ignore what others have to say and stand for your own right. 

Love

Affiee Danny 

Pink Dot 2013

Well people, I'm back! This post will be all about the LGBT community. 

Recently, I went to Pink Dot and it awed me by the number of people who supported the gay rights in Singapore! Well, to be honest, I myself is gay but I don't really show to the community that I'm gay till recently. I decided to tell people the real me through photos. I went for Pink Dot 2013 on the 29 June 2013 and it was really a very big and exciting event. 

Getting to go and enjoy this event is really a hard thing to do and it takes courage to be one of the many people in the gay community. I had a friend who wanted to go for Pink Dot but was scared that he will be found out by his parents. I told him that no one will know he is gay until you say so. Well, he didn't go with me but he went his closest male cousin. Well at least he go. 

That event was filled with fun and excitement and the highlight of the day was cheerleading by The Invincible Diamonds and dance by all time favourite Voguelicious. Well, I went there with my female friend and then we were joined by my junior from another course. Well, I was really happy that they came and made me feel supported. Well, its not easy to come out and tell the whole world that you're gay. 

The people that I made friends with are really awesome. We formed the biggest pink dot and saw couples hugging and kissing during the theme song Home was played. Then there was the party dance. We danced till the end of the event. I made friends with this really cool guy from Republic Polytechnic. Steven the name and I thought he is 20+ but he is actually 17 years old. Well it was fun and the people there are really open minded. 

This photo was taken with my bestest friend who understand me in and out. Really respect her much. She's, well loud, single but I don't mind her being loud. Only at times I will ask her to lower down her voice because she is too loud. But yeah, that's her nature. 

I won't be posting much after this week because I have started my attachment and will be quite busy with Red Cross and dance. But well, I won't stop taking photos of the things that I am going through. I will post it on my Facebook and Instagram! My Instagram account name is axixdxnxax Be sure to catch up with what I'm posting. See ya around! 

Love Affiee Danny 

Choc Fudge Brownie & Baby Bear

F: Good morning sayang. 

Me: Good morning to you too. 

F: Had fun last night? I know I did. 

Me: Fun? What is fun? Nope. I didn't have fun. 

F: What?! You didn't had fun last night? That's impossible. (F starts humping me.)

Me: Stop humping me! Stop it. Your mum will hear us. 

F: She won't. She left for work already. It's just us. (F humps me harder.)

Me: So.... it's just us? (I went on top of him.)

F: Yes. Why? What is it with you being on top of me? I thought you're a bottom. Come on, turn over again. 

(F wants to turn over but I pinned him to the bed.)

F: What are you doing?

Me:(starts to smooch and do crazy stuff)I told you to stop humping me but you didn't. Thus you made me horny. 

F: Oh.... this is getting somewhere. Alright. 

Me: Say goodbye to work and hello to LaLa Land. 

F: Love you so much. (kisses)

Me: Love you too. (kisses)

And the day went well after that. I went to school and he went to work. He texted me almost every time I end my lesson. Well, F is the sweetest guy I've ever met. Today he took care of me despite of having to go to work. Love you so much. 

To: Choc Fudge Brownie  

From: Baby Bear 

Note: The names above are given to protect author's identity. 

Baby Bear 

Choc Fudge Brownie 

Memories Part 1

Today is memories down the lane for Regent Red Cross Youth. I am posting the different memories that I have had with each one of them except a few that I just got to know. 

(1) Eriyanie (Baby Yanie):

She is a very cute little hyper active girl when she first step into Regent Red Cross Youth in 2011. She is always into activities that was organised by Red Cross. She was pretty close to me and I always 'bully' her. But I told her, me 'bullying' her is to shape her into a leader. Love you so much. Now, she is elected as the next chairperson for our Regent Red Cross Unit. All I want to say is that you're really a great person to get along with. Really open my heart to teach and guide you Yanie. Really proud of you. Don't give up in what you do as the skills that you have learned will bring you far as a leader. Jiayous!

(2) Izza (Baby Face Girl):

You're my only baby girl that always make my day. The best thing that I like about her is that no matter how bad her day is, she will still put on a smile during training. She has great ability to lead and very focused in the task that was given by the teachers or any of the seniors. She is also hyper active and there was once that I cannot 'tahan' with her behaviour. But I know I cannot go on with my day without seeing her smile. Its as if her smile has something that makes me feel better and refreshed. Thank you Izza for all that you have done for the unit and me as a junior in Regent Red Cross Unit. Being the next vice chairperson, remember what I teach you when I was the vice chairperson. Aim high and never look back. God is there to help you and we are always there to support you. All the best!

(3) Fathin (My Cookie Monster):

We have a lot in common. We hate the same person and like the same person (cannot say the person name here). She is one of the nicest people I have ever met even though she makes me mad sometimes. But I just adore her. Her loud voice and decent character in the unit will bring her far. Very determined in everything she does and doesn't give up easily even though she does it sometimes. Well, maybe for your birthday a cookie will be given to you ok? Hehe.... well being a leader in red cross will bring you far. Your loud voice and determination to learn will bring you and the other cadets into a better way of leading red cross. Keep up our good work and all the best!

(4) Radiah (Blonde):

I wonder why you're given blonde as a nick name but all I can see is that you're just one blur sotong. JKJK. Hehe.... your shy but outgoing attitude will bring you far. You must come out of your comfort zone to be able to command. Do not say 'I cannot/ I don't want' because you are a leader and every leader must be responsible for his/her responsibilities. If you want me to help you, personally approach me and ask for help if not, you have your other UG friends and most importantly, your teachers. They know how to command but don't want to show only. Hehe.... Always train your voice like training your vocal cords. It will make you shout louder than normal. All the best in your future endeavours and never give up! Remember, get out of your comfort zone!

(5) Clarence (whatever lah):

A cadet who I look up to. The red cross journey is really fun because you can come up with any funny ideas to make us happy and always laugh. In training, he is the serious one and will always pay attention. Well, I've seen you treated the unit well and lead it with pride. Hold your head up high and always believe in yourself that you can do it. Had a lot of fun time with you hand having you as one of the chairpersons that lead the unit to victory for FAC 2013 as first runner up in West District has already made me happy and proud of you. Keep it up and all the best in your 'O' Levels! Jiayous!

Until here only I'm writing. I will post again about my wonderful juniors in time to come. Must get to know you guys first lah if not how to write right? Well signing off! 

Love
Affiee Danny

Randy Kimura Ayden Lee

The first time I saw you in dance lesson, I didn't think much. I thought were some ordinary dancer but my thoughts were wrong. You were graceful and dance like you're floating in air. It was very mesmerizing  But I know I cannot get close to you because for sure you have a lot of fans waiting to learn the dance skills from you. Thus I ignored you. This goes on till one fine day. 

It was raining heavily outside and it was only me and you in the dance studio. I switched on the song track to my dance and started practicing my piece. You just look at me and I felt more confident that I can do much better than you. When I was doing my turn 2, you suddenly grab my arm and did the exact same step. I stopped and stared at you. My heart beat was racing and I told myself that it was nothing. I continued my next groove and you did the same. At that moment, you looked into my eyes and I return that look. That was when I knew that I had fallen for you except that I did not confessed it, worrying that I will be rejected thus I kept quiet. 

Throughout the dance class, I didn't say a single thing to you till our instructor told me that there will be a buddy system instilled in our training. I was hoping that I will get my best friend but instead I got you. You smiled and walked towards me. Then there was the categorizing level of dancers. The only pair in the advanced level was me and you. I just cannot take it. Everything seems to be rushing in and I have been the few top dancers ever since I joined this dance group. Well, I was happy to hear that the instructor will only focus on the dancers that are in the intermediate group. We have to choreograph our own steps. The song given to us was "Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" by Elton John. 

The training was intense as we were trying our best to come up with the best steps. The friendship between me and you was getting stronger as we put our heads together to brainstorm ideas and be the best of the best. We always go home together and I cannot forget the time that I brought myself together to confess that I Love You. 

It was before dinner and we were at *Scape open rooftop and talking about our strengths and weaknesses in our dance. That was when I confessed. I put my finger on your lip and whispered in your ears. "I love you". Realizing you didn't react, I just stepped back and was about to walk off when your hand pulled me towards you. You put your lips at my ears and whispered in it. "I love you too." We just stared at each other for awhile (while my heart was beating hardly) and that was when our lips touched each others. It lasted for at least a minute. 

Soon realizing that people around us were clapping and jeering, we just stopped and walked away. From that day onwards (08.11.10), we became a couple that made everyone smiled and happy when they looked at us. Our dance became stronger and more passionate as we put our heart and soul in it. We became the top dancers in the whole group and became instructors ourselves. 

We had ups and downs but that didn't stop us from loving each other. In this relationship, I found out a lot about you. You can sing, bake, cook and even act. Our likes became LOVE. We were just together, not leaving each other behind. I love you for who you are. Even though some people say that I go for your looks, I didn't make it a big deal to pull myself down. I don't go for looks. I go for who you are not for how you look. Looks will never get a relationship far. 

Now, after 2 years, it has all ended but I will never forget what you have done for me. The good memories is still deep down in my heart, together with your image. This person that I really love the most will always be at rest in my heart and I will never ever forget you. For the things that you have done for me and for what I say the encouragement words you have said to me to keep me going. 

This person is Randy Kimura Ayden Lee. To you, I love you so much even though we are no more together. Just keep our memories deep in the heart of yours and mine. I will always keep you in my heart because you made me a better person. 

Love
Affiee Danny